Destiny

Ok, Lets talk about Destiny, shall we...Now, I really dont understand this...See... Usually a typical day in Kishna's life kicks off like this :-

Contemplating on one of the toughest decisions that mankind has to face... "To Get up or not to Get up, that is the question"... and finally after cursing myself for having having slept that little bit longer, getting up, dozing off again and getting up..again, brushing my teeth, going to gym, groaning and at the same time feeling proud that I am actually shedding sweat, relaxing...followed by Pranayama-ing (Uh, sorry about that...had to keep the rhyming going, Hee hee)... and sneak/dash (depends on the situation) in to the bath, dress up, start walking towards the bus stop ... spotting the bus at a good half a Km distance... ending up doing a short sprint to the bus and finally reaching the office.

I know what you are wondering... Where the heck does destiny come into the picture here... well... remember the toughest decision that mankind has to take every morning...yeah... the getting up thing... well...You see...even if I get up a whole half-an-hour earlier, I end up sprinting to the bus... Now, why should that happen ...hmmm... You tell me... Comeon ... Don't hold back yourself, now ... Ok, dont try too hard... poor brain of yours... let it rest for sometime...

Its becaaaaaaauuuuuuse I am destined to sprint to the bus. *Me looking at you with twinkling wide eyes* ... haann... correct-na. And...that's DESTINY for you. *wide grin*.

Ok I better leave the place when I am able to walk...hee hee...

Urs,

:.: Balakishnaraja :.:

Why ?

Why am I here ?
Why am I doing the things i am doing ?
Why should i meet the people that i do ?
Why should i believe those blindly ?
Why should i get close to someone who will at a later time break my heart ?
Why am i not angry with that person who broke my heart ?
Why, when everyone else wants me to hate that person ?
Why do I still believe that very person who failed to realize how much the relationship meant to me ?Why am i doing the things I do ?
Why should I be yearning for a word from that very person eventhough I realize that it will never happen ?
What do all these mean ?

Well....Perhaps, 3 simple words would suffice as an answer - "That's life Baby" (",)

Urs,
:.: Balakishnaraja :.:

Weekend

A Weekend...

A particularly long weekend...

A particularly long weekend with a Full Moon on the Horizon...

A particularly long weekend with a Full Moon on the Horizon and in a good mood...

A particularly long weekend with a Full Moon on the Horizon and in a good mood sitting in the beach...

A particularly long weekend with a Full Moon on the Horizon and in a good mood sitting in the beach
watching the Girls...oops the Moon rising...

What else could I ask for... ? (yeah...probably more...but I was content (",) )

The reflection of the Full Moon on the water resembled a Pearly white Carpet laid out by someone in the distant lands, over the horizon, inviting me to share a moment, for I had that comfort and that soothing feeling which you get when you used to cuddle in your mother's arms ....way back in your "Gooo-chi-goo" age... (",).

-: Ever witnessed a Moon-Rising... Believe me, its THE most romantic/pleasing feeling you can get :-

Urs,

:.: Balakishnaraja :.:

All in a (Geek's)day

(A lovely girl crosses)
*Gasp* She looked at me..... She loves me...She loves me not...She loves me...She loves me not....She loves me....
Yaaaaaaaaaaay...she loves me... *Jumping Up and Down*

Next Day
(The same girl crosses)
*Gasp* She did not look at me....
*Sigh* She hates me... Did I do something wrong??... Am I not dressed properly??... Is there something on my face??...*Sniff* *Sniff* ... *Drat*... I look like a Joker *Sigh*.....

(Another girl crosses)
*Wow* She's Keeeuute (Cute)...
(Sets his hair & Dress right) Does she have a BoyFriend??... Will she like me??.... (",)

Like I said...All in a day


Urs,
:.: Balakishnaraja :.:

During the weekend...

(Me lying on the bed)

Let there be Light........!!!!!.......Let there be light....... !!!!!........
Oh I forgot, today is Sunday.... HE is on leave...
MoooooooooooooooM....Can you switch on the light pleeeaaase... (",)

(Mom was in the kitchen)

Hee hee...Didnt know what to write... so, added a bit of Masala to what usually happens at my home during the weekends. Hey, my Mom misses shouting and screaming at me during the whole week. Have to make up for it during the weekends, right.

Urs,
:.: Balakishnaraja :.:

When would you... ?

Tell me when you will feel Funny, Sad, Egoistic, Puzzled, Longing, Lost, Hurting, Disturbed, Depressed, peculiar, strange, weird all at the same time...

Its when you see the person you loved with all you heart with somoeone else, and know that the other person can and will NEVER be able to love your love as much as you did.

Urs,
:.: Balakishnaraja :.:

At the ATM

You know what, only today morning did I realize that there are more Dumb people in this world other than me. Check this out,My pockets were running dangerously low with money. Now, I did not want to borrow money or Pick-pocket someone...So, I decided to draw some cash from the ATM. I went and stood outside the ATM (This one has a One-way mirror, in the sense that you can't see whats happening inside, but the one on the other side can). There were 5 people standing outside...I knew I have enough of Vitamin D in my body...(",) so, I went and sat down in a shady spot.

After a few minutes, I turned back only to see that all 5 were still standing. I decided to wait a little longer and still no movement. All sorts of thoughts started runnning in my mind and one of 'em were if there were actually anyone inside the ATM. But, I sort of thought that the people wont be so dumb... After a few mins, one of 'em... (the one who was at the front) had this brain wave and opened the door to find that no one was inside ..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. (".)

I was already waiting there for close to 10 minutes. I really wonder how long that "Brainy" little chap was waiting ? I really wonder...

Urs,

:.: Balakishnaraja :.:

A Hot Day !!!

A Petty Conversation between me and my Roomie D,

Me (all panting and sweating) : Sheesh...Its getting pretty Hot nowadays...

D (Spreads his hands wide with his fingers pointing to himself) : FAN..

Me : !!!!!!!!!!????????

I am guessing that the Heat must have cooked his brain or something... Either that or may be me trying to be funny must have had an effect on him. What do you think ??

Urs,

:.: Balakishnaraja :.:

A Nothing post

One of these days, almost everyone in this great Universe called BlogDom comes up with a Just-for-the-heck-of-it post or a Meaningless post or a Nothing post or a... Uh, I think you get my point. Now, I was really wondering why would someone want to post "something on Nothing"......hee hee.....get it "Something on Nothing".... Ok, bad joke...But you do agree that Something is better than Nothing, right. (",).

People would post something like that if they feel bored and they want to just post something or an other...else they would be doing nothing, right....(",)aarhhh I have to stop doing this..this..trying to be funny thing...Ok. Lets get to the point now. I am feeling exactly the same way right now, not feel like posting on anything particular. So, here is my Nothing post, Ennnnnsssssssssooooiii

N o t h i n g

Urs,

:.: Balakishnaraja :.:

You Work with a "Who" ??

Do you feel like punching your colleague or your boss right across his/her face... Do you think he is a
Complete F O O L... Do you want to vent all your rage and feelings out and you cant write all that on our Blog. Even if you dont, read on...

I just now came across this site. My goodness...You must surely check it out... This is like a free-for-all sort of a Blog. You can write whatever you want about your Colleague/Boss and Submit here and they will publish it, after approval I guess. I have not tried posting yet, so I dont know how long it will take for your Writeup to appear. I went through a couple of posts and it was so bloody Hilarious.. (",) and they have even put a cute Picture thingy that sets itself at the Left-hand...uh..which hand is it...yeah... Right-Hand bottom (Damn this memory) that takes you to a Blank Page...just in case that fool comes peeking. How Thoughtful!! (",) Try it out when you get free time, you will enjoy the content there. By the way, you can also recommend the site to your colleague if he thinks you are a fool (",). Just kidding guys.

Uh...BOSS, if you are reading this... Have I ever mentioned how I consider that you are the best BOSS I have ever worked under and that you I always look up to you. Honest... (",).

PS: Guys, My Boss is really the C O O L E S T.

Urs,

:.: Balakishnaraja :.:

Me, Myself and My Shoelace

Ok... Here is an "Enlightener" for all you poor souls. Dont ever...and I mean EVER think that you can get funny and humorous talking about how and why your shoe lace is untied, ok. It doesnt matter if you are the most humorous person in the whole of the 'Blacky thing' out there....uh....yeah....'The Universe', you just cant get anywhere speaking of a damn shoe lace. Actually, you know what... I take back whatever I just said. Its just me who is not able to come up with anything humorous with a shoe lace. I am sure there will be someone who can think of a million and one ways of striking a conversation with a *Damn* shoelace as the subject. Hmmmm...

What happened was that a few days back, I had this silliest thought that I can be funny and stuff if I could make up something and talk of how and why my shoelace was untied when my friend pointed it out to me.... and it turned out to be a disaster... *sigh*. Can you please suggest me a story.. or a catchy pharse... (",)

Urs,

:.: Balakishnaraja :.:

On my way to the Doc..

Yeah...yeah....guilty as charged... was busy....Ok Ok...You dont have to push you know...I was lazy,Ok...Happy.

Ok let me get to the point now.Last Friday, I was on my way to the Doc for my tri-monthly checkup; and also help out the poor chap to refresh his knowledge (",). Now, I have to take this "Flying-train" to go to his Clinic which is situated in some distant, far away Utopia. I mean, why cant he just move the clinic to someplace which is easily accessible. *hmph* I have to get down at the station and literally find my way through a maze to get to his place and poor me is very bad at directions... *sniff*.I usually take the 8 o'clock train and reach there by 8.20. This time around, I was cursing myself..... "If only I had tied the lace of my shoes a little bit quicker"... "if only I had crossed that street a little bit faster"... "if only that the Ticket Dispatcher had nimbler fingers and handed the tickets quicker"... I could have caught the train. Now I had to sit for another 40 minutes for the next train *groan*. Hmmm...but i got a sweet gift from God.... (oh Thank YOU.. Thank YOU)... oh yeah...

After 39 minutes of groaning, cursing and thinking of more "if only's" I caught a glimpse of this cute girl. (",)..just a glimpse though. And, along came the train. I was looking for a place hoping to see her again if possible...Gave up and alighted one of those Tin cans. Sat down..and looked up... and a silent "Wow" escaped my lips. She was sitting just a row infront of me. I had to fight the temptation of going and sitting infront of her real hard...Y....the row was full of women and I am sure that they wont take a boy coming and sitting right in the middle of them, very lightly.. *sigh*. Ok now for the description.She was not beautiful and all. Just decent. What really captured my eyes was her sense for dressing. She was in Jean and Black Tops with white embroidery. Nery little or no make-up that went well with the outfit and her golden-wheatish complexion. And she was wearing these earings with drops that were so damn stunning. I guess they were silver with Black gems arranged in a little flowery pattern...an elongated type of black-Marroon Bindi (is the spelling correct)....a Chain with a silver pendant, again with black gems... a slim antique like anklet.... and a silver ring with three black gems arranged in a sort of =oOo=
...uh...something like that. And...I was not even able to make out if she was wearing any eye-liner....Her eyes were so pretty.... Again, she was not a drop-dead gorgeous type. Its the dressing that literally blew me away. I think she knew that I was gawking at her...and I am sure that any girl which has the slightest bit of self-respect would look back at someone whose eyes were trying to get a glimpse of her at every possible moment. I mean, it was not like my eyes were literally glued on her... but I was like looking at her at ever possible instance. (",) . And you know what, one of those times when I stole to look at her, I caught her looking at me too... (",) hee hee.. By the way, I forgot to mention. I too was wearing a Black T-shirt and Black-pants.. (",)At one of the stops, another beautiful lady get onto the train... (",) My my...this was my lucky day or what. But, to be honest with you I did not look at this other girl (who was infact much prettier than than Ms.Black)... ok ok...I did sneak a little glimpse at her...but that was just a glimpse, ok.....honest.... I like kept looking at Ms.Black just hoping that she must not get down any sooner. Hmmm...like everyhting good comes to an end *Sigh*, she got down....at....uh.... theeeeeeeeee "Light House" stop.... hee hee...Yeah, I noted that too. So, next time, I am going to purposely miss the 8 o'clock train...lol...wish me luck.And..umm..the visit to the doc went on perfectly apart from the bit where he got livid after noticing my sliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight increase in weight.... hey, comeon, I am a growing-up child... right... ;)

After all I just gained 4 kilos...hee hee...ok ok..I know that is too much. I just am not able to resist eating....mmmmmmm... lets see how many kilos i gain...err...lose before my next visit to my doc.

Guys, I typed all this in a hurry. Kindly apologize for the million mistakes in the post... (",). Bye Take care. Great day.

Urs,
:.: Balakishnaraja :.:

Yesterday

What was that....? Where did I runoff yesterday...? What did I do yesterday...? OK, let me see how well I can put it.

...Went to places I had never gone alone, did things I had never done, realized that I said words I had never said before when meeting someone I never met ... Why ... because I felt in a way I had never felt before, C o m f o r t a b l e. (",)

Urs,
:.: Balakishnaraja :.:

Change !!!

Hey, what's up with this "Change is constant" thing.... why not the other way round...like "Constant is Change".......Uhhhhhhh... Sorry about that. Something wrong with my head... Needs some Caffeine or a good bashing....

Am feeling cranky..hee hee...Hey, if you guys read my "not-so-good" feelings, I can make you read my cranky feelings too....right (",). ok, now....I am offffff... catch me if you can..... (",)

Urs,
:.: Balakishnaraja :.: